Probably better if I’m not on it. I deleted my facebook because some people just make me angry. Social Networks make me angry. I could just delete and block them, but it makes my life easier if they just disappeared. (Like off a cliff.) Why do I just not get along with people these days? Do I have high expectations of who I associate with? I always seem to have sour outcomes with many of the friends I’ve made in the past and just fucking pissed off with them just burn those bridges. I notice most of this happens on Social Networking websites. The place where you are meant to stay in touch with friends. It’s fake anyways, I like to talk to real friends. Too bad there’s not too many of those.
161 Days to go
Felt my first flutter today. It was a strange vibration, like receiving a txt message in your stomach.
Stomach looks 6 months preggers
Still craving avocado. Also craving butter paneer. I want it for my next meal and I will make sure I will get it.
Kind of crampy. Sort of confusing cramps.
171 Days to go
Craving avocado and potato like every day
Stomach is like being bloated but it is hard and cannot be hidden
Getting irritated most of the time, (nothing out of the ordinary).
I feel weird pushing sensations in my lower abdomen.
Can no longer fit normal clothes.
Don’t know the sex yet.